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zahrynWell, quick purge and then a hot bath with a christmas present Lush bath bomb (from my perceptive sister) called "Cerridwens Cauldron" which smells gorgeous.
Email from Charlie saying that after careful consideration he is going to have to say 'no' to the divorce. It said a number of other choice things about being surprised that I should want to be on my own given my bad self-image, he thinks that I should want to have anyone around me and that he wasn't giving up without a fight. He's on my blocked senders list now.
I'm fairly drained and exhausted, the idea of having to go through a fight just makes me want to cry. I emailed Airpages lawyer in Bozeman, MT with a synopsis of what I wanted and asked for a quote for a standard 'hostile' divorce involving no blame.
I did get in contact with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
old_crone who is going to help me with a psychic seperation this weekend, I am very sure that, whether accidentally or on purpose I am under attack, possibly from both mother and son, I don't feel comfortable trying to meditate when I can't get into my safe space and I have no shielding or way to put any up.
In other news, many *rocking hugs and tons of love from me tonutter4, preest and anyone else suffering from the terrible lurg-monster which is going around.
Email from Charlie saying that after careful consideration he is going to have to say 'no' to the divorce. It said a number of other choice things about being surprised that I should want to be on my own given my bad self-image, he thinks that I should want to have anyone around me and that he wasn't giving up without a fight. He's on my blocked senders list now.
I'm fairly drained and exhausted, the idea of having to go through a fight just makes me want to cry. I emailed Airpages lawyer in Bozeman, MT with a synopsis of what I wanted and asked for a quote for a standard 'hostile' divorce involving no blame.
I did get in contact with
old_crone who is going to help me with a psychic seperation this weekend, I am very sure that, whether accidentally or on purpose I am under attack, possibly from both mother and son, I don't feel comfortable trying to meditate when I can't get into my safe space and I have no shielding or way to put any up. In other news, many *rocking hugs and tons of love from me to
nutter4, preest and anyone else suffering from the terrible lurg-monster which is going around.
